Last night I was having some spanky fun with the hubs. Like full out, sexy underwear the whole shebang. We've been super busy lately and it's taken a lot of fanfare out of the sex department, if you know what I mean. I own a lot of lingerie and I love wearing it. It really does make me feel more sexy and more confident, so it's a win win!
I got home from work, ran a brush through my hair, popped my contacts in and applied some make up (yeah, I didn't wear any to work, but I put some on for sex- you see my priorities here). I dug out some cute crotchless panties that are really just an intricate pattern of strings in the back, I believe that they make my ass look amazing. I could be wrong, but I definitely feel amazing.
|Not me- but pretty much what I felt like.|
So I find Mr. McKay, I give him a sexy little strip tease and a little twirl. It's game on!
He pulls me forward by my waistband of my sexy, silky, lacy little panties and in my head I am all "Ack, they're going to rip!" (But really this is all my fault because I am always all, 'be more assertive, just throw me around- its hot!')
So then he smacks my ass, like super hard, and I am completely caught off guard and then get super indignant. "It was an accident!" I yell back at him, half angry and half pouting. I didn't mean to maim him in the process of getting our freak on.
And he just stops and looks at me, lifts his eyebrows as if to say "Really?"
Oh right, the whole point of the sexy underwear and everything was so he would spank me, which is what I want, which I keep telling him. And then here it is, one smack which I perceive to be 'real' and not in the contexts of playing and I'm ready to punch him.
Again, I would not want to be married to me, it's probably super confusing...
I completely understand that I am wants and needs wrapped up in contradictions. But this is why we talk, right?
He was actually very undeterred by my outraged response, he assured me he was fine and then pulled me down across his lap.
I just can't stop thinking today about my reaction. There is no better way to turn me on than with a spanking, but apparently if we're going to get real with it, you better duck because I may throw some punches.
Am I the only one who would have reacted like that? I mean I know a lot of people practicing Domestic Discipline have punishment spankings as a context in their relationship. But if that isn't your relationship and you are into spanking, does it piss you off when it gets too real?